Mirrors .................... we face them and see what and who we are, an then have to ask if you can accept that which we see. When the heart yearns for someone and knows, that to this heart, this is the end of a long road of searching, looking, and waiting. But to your head the part that dont know how to accept that it has happened, what then. Are you the one, the one looking in the mirror, are you the best its ever going to get for her? It pains you to think no, but pains you more to think of a life without her, without her love, without her touch, without her near. But is that selfish and uncaring to not let her go on, when all you have caused is pain and hurt? How do you forgive yourself and say, "its ok for me too be happy too!!" ?

I guess that I dont know that I am the best that it will ever get and can only hope that I am, but then I feel I am wrong in holding her from something that may be ........well, more than I can give.

William shakespear wrote "So dear I love her that with her ,All deaths I could endure.Without her, live no life"
this is all I can say that comes close to how I feel but within those words ring certain truths, that I love her because I simply cannot help it.