Dreams are said to be ones own wishes and desires, but are they??? If they are then we have alot of diseased and poisoned dreams. If they are not, then they a cruel joke played out by a cynical God, to hurt, remind, an torment us in our sleep! If I lose love an its my fault is that not torture enough, or am I to relive what coulda been within the confines of my sleep?? I lay awake more now occupying my numb emptiness with randomness day in and day out just to avoid my nightly dreamscapes.

I have seen men that beat both with words and flesh and yet I am guilty of neither, but yet I have been sentenced to waking nightmares and dreams I wish Id never awake from!