Well within the turmoil the pot stirs, it seems that which my heart belongs to thinks that I cant love, that I dont love, nor did I ever. Well what this person does not see hear or know she assumes and not for the better. I gave my all everything I had and still more needed to be pulled from within. So in a moment I thought it best that I let her go, go to be with whoever it is that she is craving cause it was not I. Had it been so needing to escape to cyber boys and chat rooms would not have been needed. Pride would not shadow my feelings cause in those shadows that she will not look into she would see all I wanted was her and her smile. Nothing more in my life mattered not dancing to music unless she was in my arms, not spending all my time in a gym sweating without her, not racing my cars only racing I wanted was the racing of my heart when I saw her, felt her near, or held her close. She had become my world and all I wanted was to live upon it forever with her. I let her go because I didnt think I was what she wanted had I been so it would not be so easy to cast me aside. I just want her smile to come back and to hear the sweet sounds of her laughter, the world was such a brighter place when she smiled

Find your smile an know that in your heart I am and always will be, only you have I ever given my heart, only you have I ever given my soul, only you have I ever placed before myself ...........................ONLY YOU!