I dont know, you may have loved me or you maybe you never did. But if it makes you feel better to know I love you and miss you then I wont hide that from you. I have said it to anyone that has asked and will always say it but doesnt mean I like hurting for you. See if theres a true love for someone you want only the best for them no matter what has happened. I dont wish you ill, I dont want you to hurt, an I want you only to be happy. I want you to know love and happiness just wish I would have been able to be the one to show you. I am human and will make mistakes but the one thing in my life that wasnt a mistake was marrying you, my mistake there was not giving myself completely to you.