Sweet melodies fill my ears without making a sound, haunting my dreams and making me wish Id never awaken. Keep me safe within a world of my own making where all is the way it should be, at least in my mind as I see it. Escape to a place where pain is fleeting, dreams come true, and love conquers all.

Why is it we can have all the attention we crave and its not enough if its not coming from where we want it too. Why am I so selfish an can not give back to that which is so freely given to me. I hate that I cant love, but maybe its because I am already in such a state.