Ok its been a few days and I have been diving through the depths of madness and senseless certainties. I dont know anything other than what I have been told, the sky is blue because I was told so, the world is round because i was meant to believe, and my heart was mine to give, I was just never told it wasnt mine to take back!

So why is it that we try so hard to find the one to which our heart beats in sync with but then work so hard to unsync it once we find it?? I wish I knew the answer to this, if I did Im sure I could cure cancer, see the future, and find that alluding bastard Waldo.

But my days are filled with irrational thoughts, disbelieveing sights, and unmentionable dreams. All cuminating around one thing.......................................... that there is HOPE!