Well the days go by and the dim views start to dawn with a new light. What was cloudy and dark becomes strangely bright and tangible. I guess the thoughts and dreams one has and sees may or may not be what he or she acually wants or needs. But a manifesation of ones own bizzare insanity that has found a voice to call out from the dark with.

I ask these questions and await an answer but dont seem to get the one I want so I ignore it or pretend I didnt hear it. But if thats the case why do I not pretend to get the one that I am really wanting?? This would make sense to the insane natural to which I have gotten accustomed to, or maybe Im not insane at all, LOL. Maybe I am a sane person in an insane situation and just trying to make sense of it all. Then again there is the opposite of that same comment, I could be the insane one in a sane situation......................................hummmm these are just the dam nonsense thoughts that can drive one to become insane from the get go!!!!!!!