Missing you, missing your smile, missing your touch, missing your voice..........................missin my best friend.

I miss you

Well this will be my last post as this chapter has come to a sad close and as hard as it is to close it I have to remember that when one chapter closes, I can only hope another will begin. Just hard cause this was suppose to be the end of the story, with a line something like "And they lived happily ever after." http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U5vQzx2_Yuk&feature=related http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n6WoxrlUwlw&feature=related http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T9r03iC2oJ4&feature=related http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2YazLrHSI2s&feature=fvwrel http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bDixWptmcdE&feature=related ................. I love you

An if any song can put into words what I feel now listen to the words angel http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Amsivcy8fBs&feature=related

I always knew that song by the script was written for me cus I dont feel like im good enough and you have always been the only Angel in my life. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a7ss2D_OYqk An all I can hope is that you'll remember me http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bLyKEToqME0

I know you cant feel my heart beat but lately I cant feel it either, I know you cant see my pain but lately I dont see much, I know you wonder if I hurt but never wonder, because I do. I once told you never give up on someone you cant go a day without thinking about......something always brings us together I have to believe there was a reason why. I hurt and have my fears, but I know without you I hurt more and I fear not being with you so when you think I dont care or I dont miss you heres a lil reminder ;) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-7zFfHKGZSo A dream I once had http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RA3oYu7LBRI&feature=related My everything ............ everything http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5_YNFBD-Rjc&feature=related an how I am without you but its ok cus your smile will be what keeps me going http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n6mQwZUQkoY&feature=related

Well within the turmoil the pot stirs, it seems that which my heart belongs to thinks that I cant love, that I dont love, nor did I ever. Well what this person does not see hear or know she assumes and not for the better. I gave my all everything I had and still more needed to be pulled from within. So in a moment I thought it best that I let her go, go to be with whoever it is that she is craving cause it was not I. Had it been so needing to escape to cyber boys and chat rooms would not have been needed. Pride would not shadow my feelings cause in those shadows that she will not look into she would see all I wanted was her and her smile. Nothing more in my life mattered not dancing to music unless she was in my arms, not spending all my time in a gym sweating without her, not racing my cars only racing I wanted was the racing of my heart when I saw her, felt her near, or held her close. She had become my world and all I wanted was to live upon it forever with her. I let her go because I didnt think I was what she wanted had I been so it would not be so easy to cast me aside. I just want her smile to come back and to hear the sweet sounds of her laughter, the world was such a brighter place when she smiled

Find your smile an know that in your heart I am and always will be, only you have I ever given my heart, only you have I ever given my soul, only you have I ever placed before myself ...........................ONLY YOU!